Perdu

by Em Fo Ho

I’m forcing myself to write because it’s one of those days where I cannot think straight again. I know what I feel. I can’t find the words. If I was to express myself through interpretive dance right now, I would be in a fetal position. If I was to find a song that captures what is on my mind, it would be the Jeopardy theme. The goddamn Jeopardy theme. And it would play the whole f*cking day.

I probably should climb tonight. Even if I’m feeling lost, I won’t feel lost and stuck. I guess it’s better to feel like I’m climbing my way through this debacle than to stagnantly wander within myself.

Since my cloudy thoughts are clearly preventing me from writing anything significant, I’ll start bulleting.

• Some people are more audio-oriented or visually-oriented, especially when it comes to learning. I think there are some of us that are tactically-oriented.
• Jake watches TV shows to do something mindless after a tough day at work. I confess that my version of that mindlessness is playing Candy Crush Soda.
• Instead of playing games, I really should be studying. It’s really difficult to start when files are a mess, though.
• I haven’t been working on my one arm pull-ups.
• I may need to sacrifice a bit of climbing to focus on the AREs.
• I absolutely love taking pictures of Jake’s artwork. And editing!

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